`13

finally sat down to blog down my thought. well the As are long over. on the 17th of november 2006 at 1530. the room went crazy. everyone pushed the tables and some ran out of the room straight away. the stress on our shoulders are lifted and that felt GREAT. TREMENDOUS. these of some of the photos taken after our papers. it felt great. it felt BETTER than our Os. hahaha. well whatever the results. i guess i've tried my best.



well the following 24hrs after the exams was well utilised. spend 22 hrs spending basketball in school followed by basketball with my dudes followed by playing xbox's winning eleven 9 and followed by playing soccer in jj's D court at 10 plus. hahahaha. well ultilised eh? den at night was the bbq. well i was drunk and many funny things happened. hahaa. this is the number of hard liquor we had.

basically thats all for the first 48 hours after the holidays. well. after that. was just slacking at home looking for jobs and going out with my girl.
signing out 12.26am 7/12/06

`12

it's been like afew months since i last blogged? hahaha. the last time i remembered was after my common test. well, this time is after my prelims. what can i say, prelims are just so so? my chances of passing are as usual? hahaha.
i must say. i was really touched to see a card for me during my prelims! my og made me a card. i love you og 6. i know your promos are reaching soon. i will never ever forget anyone of you. even if you're in jj or not. you'll always be in my heart.
during the prelims, i just feel emotional or rather feel like isolating myself and i wanna be alone. i have not idea why. sometimes quiet-ness is what i need. maybe i'm just fickle, dont know what i want.
mr chai asked me where i wanna go IF i make it into uni, i was indecisive at first, so i told him i wanted get into business either in SMU or NTU. he said that i needed to have at least a B B B to get in. it hit me quite hard. i'm still far away from my goal. my chances are slim. i'm confused. hais. not all jc students are bright. there'll always be exceptions like me. i dont know. i'm drifting to no where. physically i'm okay, inside i don't know how am i. i'm lost. i need peace and attain a inner balance in me! hahaha. sounds like a psycho.
kinda fell in love with this song recently.

Cyndi Lauper - Time after time

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion -
Is nothing new
Flashback - warm nights -
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after -

Sometimes you picture me -
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said -
Then you say - go slow -
I fall behind -
The second hand unwinds

Chorus:
If you're lost you can look - and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you - I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows - you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time -

Chorus:
If you're lost...

You said go slow -
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds -

Chorus:
If you're lost...
...Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

`11

dear diary. hahah. i've gotten back all my results of my common test. hahaha. guess what? i failed all of them except gp. hmmm. kinda sad lah. actually i was kinda dejected. really have no motivation to carry on. i wanted to go just go to poly or something. i really cant study anymore. hais. i wanted to cry and stuff. i was really very sad. nv felt this sad before. like during O level that kind of depression, nv felt like that before. it's like the worst part of my life. like on the surface i look alrite. but hais. aiya. shall not talk about it. it seems like im like whining. haha. kinda pathetic.
i'm a uncle already! went to see my cousin's child. the baby was like so red. so cute. hahaha. den my auntie's kids ( she works as a baby sitter. ) these 2 brats so naughty. my mum scold them both of them also not scared. they only scared of those very fierce type of ppl. hahaha. i had to bring that boy to walk around westmall. hahaha. i was like walking a dog like that lah. cos i scared he get into trouble. hahahah. now i know how i was like when i was young. hahahah. maybe im too protective. ahaha. scared that he get into trouble. hahaha. here are the 2 lil brats.

`10

hahah. i haven been updating my blog. have been very LAZY. and recently i've been sick.=/ FOOTBALL FEVER. thats why sick. i want portugal to win the world cup. make world up history! hahah. i'll cut it short. i fail all my common tests except gp. so my future seem bleak. dunno what will happen.. dunno when will i update my blog again.

`09

wooohoo. 1 paper down. im so dead. confirm gonna fail this test. it's because i cant remember anything. like drawing a simple diagram which is suppose to confirm score marks one i also forget. or rather i dunno. the worst thing is that i know the paper is do-able. but den. i just nv study for it. so i derserve it. confirm get scolding from my teacher. and i haven finished studying my econs and math which is tomorrow. so screwed. somemore i can sleep from 2pm to 5pm. hahaha. i just woke up. i think i am gonna study now. oops. i confirm fail exams le. it kinda sucks. i dont like to fail anything. but den. i just do. =/

`08

oh man. today is a bad day for me. first i was suppose to meet my mum at 1.30pm at paradiz centre for lunch. i left house late because i was watching nba. while watching nba. i got hungry and decided to cook scramble eggs for breakfast. so i used the fork to scramble the eggs and i spoilt the pan..scratched it. oh man. den i was suppose to bring some stuff for my mum from home. AND I FORGOT! oh man. den at the place. i was suppose to call hui si along for lunch. and guess what? I FORGOT again. damn. hope i dont forget anything for chemistry common test tomorrow. i have no interest to study anymore. i wanna work and earn some cash. hais. dunno why. i didnt really study much for common test. and i mean it. im not those type of ppl who says that they didnt study and score As for their test. WHEN I SAY I DIDNT STUDY. I REALLY MEAN IT. hahaa. and my tests shows it. i think this common test aint different.
sometimes i wonder what life would be like if i had gone to poly. i was suppose to be a poly student. totally no intention of going jc. always knew that i didnt wanna lead a stressed life. wanna go poly with all my friends. but there was a changed of plans. and life from there totally sucked big time. as my friends always say. it's only 2 years. yeahh. it sucks this 2 years. both in studies and in school. dont wanna talk about it. ahahaha.
sooo tml is my common test. hope that i would not FORGET anything. or else i'll be screwed big time. my holidays are about to come to an end. damn. i haven had enough fun yet. i still wanna go drink somemore and get drunk. muahaah.
wish me luck!

`07

well. it has been an enjoyable 2 days. because i nv study at all. hahahahas =x. anyday is a good day when i dont have to study. hahahas

thursday - hmmm..in the morning i woke up, was feeling sick. had cough and flu and went to meet hui si at woodlands to study. was suppose to study.. but i didnt feel like studying. i went there for 1 hours. tried to do organic chemistry but then, i haven studied so cannot do. so i gotta read through all my organic chem reactions at least. but den. i was so tired i could't do anything.. i was so tired. i yawned all the way. i could've just sit at one corner and sleep. i have no idea why. so hui si asked me to go home first. so sweet of her right? yeahh..unlike me. selfish ass. hahaha. so i went home first. but den. shortly have to go zheng way's house to play WINNING ELEVEN 9. soo..i brought along 2 controllers and my game. we went there and soon everyone arrived. we played the world cup version. and guess what?
france won. so guys. esp those who bought france to win the world cup. you might have a chance. hahahas. i was feeling so damn sick and went there to drink some beer. ahahahs. im mad i know. we played until 1am den went home by cab. shared the cab with wei siong and jiting.

friday- slept at 2am the previous night. woke up at 7.40am prepare and go meet the guys for soccer. oh man. i felt sick lahh..but alot better than yesterday luckily hui si bought like alot of flu pills and medicine for me=) love her to bits. so sweet of her right?
sooo..went to meet the guys to play soccer..got ppl late den we went there late..but the ppl there also late.. so pathetic lah.
btw i nv played a real soccer match in my life before. so this was my first time. it was also my FIRST time wearing boots to play soccer. THE FIELD WAS SO FREAKING MUDDY.
we were like pigs rolling in mud. hahahas. soo. the match proceed and we won 6-2. it was quite pathetic. considering that i am a defender and i slacked my way through the match. hahahs.
somemore was feeling so lethagic.
after that i went all the way to meet hui si at kathtib. she made apple crumble for me=D woohoo~ no wonder im so fat. hahahas. but oh shucks who cares about being fat. =x
sooo i accompany her to go westmall cos she nid to go meet raywne. hmmm..she was hungry so we went to eat at burger king. but i was so tired from the match. i practically was sleeping at burger king. hahahas. i hope she's not angry with me. she's very tolerant towards me. hahhas.
den went home to take a nap. soonly after that i went to play basketball at night.. was so super tiring lahh. hahhahas.=x
such an exciting 2 days! but den. back to the studying desk. it's time to study again. oh well. this is the reality ba.=/

`06

hmm. the holidays are here. WOOHOO.
but den. the holidays are meant for studying.
i feel stressed i dunno why..although i didnt do much work
i've been sleeping at 3am recently for the past few days and waking up at 10am or even earlier.
i have no idea why. hais.
been studying chemistry for the past few days.
hopefully i would pass my common test.
haahahs. i've haven been going out this few days. i've been either studying or maybe playing basketball.
haven been going out with zg and the rest of the gang. i miss them i seriously do. although most of the time when they ask me out i cant make it. i really feel bad.
i cant wait for the As to be over.
i must say that this 2 years is the worst years of my life.
both in studies and personal sense.

`05

omg! it's the holidays already.. not suppose to be a great time..but it's still a good thing. cos rinally can relax a lil. hahahahs. today is such a fun day! i enjoyed myself alot during line night 3!
we facilitors invited last yr campers back for this special event. i was so afraid that the turn out would be lousy..but i was WRONG. DEAD WRONG. the turn out was great. alot better than what i expected.
den we da-pao food back to school to eat cos we're afraid that we'll be late for the event. we went back and even did a food cheer together. they even remember the food cheer we taught them.
oh man.. btw these campers were sec 2-3 when we were ure facilators. they have GROWN! hahahas. den we went for line night.. havoc our night away. took alot of photos there's this picture that i really liked. i posted it in my friendster already. go view.
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=3352639

i love you guys. if u can read my blog. =)
hope we have another outing again!

`04

sigh. today was chemistry SPA
i panicked during the start of the exam.
cos i didnt have a ruler and my handwriting started to become ugly.
hais. i am feeling quite disappointed cos i studied quite hard for it already.
hais. gonna ask my chem pract teacher about it next time.. hais.
sad.=(

`03

watched mission impossible 3 yesterday at THE CATHY.
wow. the place looked great.
it's a new building near ps.
the cinema looked grand and there was ushers to usher you to ure seat somemore
the movie was quite good. the plot was good. quite a suspense to watch it.

after that we back to jurong east after the movie and dinner.

we could't decide where to go, so last minute we decided to go play lan

i decided that i would play until 1am. cos i know i gotta do work tml.

so went home at 1am.

hmm. quite irritated with my mum and her.

like most of the time when i'm home. i do my work.

i've been going out for the past 3 days.

i know that i have been going out quite often.

but i really miss this bunch of friends.

some of which i didnt have time to meet for over a year.

what's the big fuss about me going out

not that i go out and totally dont wanna do my work

i still make an effort to complete on it. and finishing it before i leave house.

im sick of work. feeling so numb.

`02

was at clarke quay yesterday.
did something that i've never done before.
hahahas. got drunk actually.
pathetic seh.
first time got drunk until that state.

first got drunk even.=/
after being so high.
i am being thrown back to reality now.
cos i've gotta face my pile of hwk.
sian. hahahahas. i miss going out with my friends.

btw
Happy vesak day? hahaas
happy birthday jun han~ =)

gotta thank zg for helping me when im drunk.

hahahas.

pathetic me.

i thought when i'm drunk i'll be able to sleep like a pig

but guess what?

i slept at 2am.

woke up at 7am.

hahahas. what is this man. must have been the beer.=/

mugging mugging in progress now. doings maths. so boring!

`01

gotta thank joy for making this blog for me.
hahahahs.
i've been a lazy bum.
luckily she's more than willing to help me create this blog. thankew=)
so today is just another regular day in school.
had chemistry test today.
As usual don't think that i'll pass.
hahahahs.
i dont have the motivation to study.
i need to study.
i have to be a NERD.
mug mug mug.
but i wanna go out with my friends.
oh man.
im so naggy.